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But I Couldn't |BNHA/MHA|BakuDeku|Villain(?)/Mute AU| (Book 2)

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Sequel to My Realization. You should read it before you read this one!

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Warning: This book contains suicidal thoughts, depression, gore, profanity, and more. If you are sensitive to any of these subjects, please do not read.

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Book #2 of the "Realization" series.

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"Help me!" Is what I wanted to say, but for some odd reason, my body wouldn't work with me. Nothing was coming out of my mouth. I was left flapping my mouth up and down like a fish out of water.

Never in my life have I felt this embarrassed, this despairful, this alone. Shigaraki knew this. He knew what I was feeling and grinned, his eyes locked onto mine. My eyes were on the verge of tearing up. His plan was working.

I was surrounded with no escape. All the heroes surrounded me, labeling me as the villain, working with Shigaraki.

But there he was. Him.

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#42 in suicidalthoughts (12/5/2018)

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Checked over by @AddictiontoYaoi

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A/N: https://www.deviantart.com/jirafuru/art/villain-deku-723281336

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