4 Am (#Wattys2019)
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  • Reads 2,843
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  • Parts 23
  • Time 2h 58m
Ongoing, First published Nov 18, 2017
I am going to be reckless with my soul, I am going to kiss boys I don't love and shut people out and destroy myself because I can not love anyone they way I love him. So I will ignore all texts I get and get drunk instead, because vodka shots don't burn as much as seeing him kiss that girl. And I will do regrettable things that I won't regret and scream that I hate him. But at the end of the night I will fall asleep with tear stained cheeks and still, love him.
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