How can you not fall in love with the boy who accepts and understands you even after knowing all your deepest secrets, your weirdest thoughts and your craziest dreams? What do you do when reality and growing up tears you apart without you ever telling him you love him? Will you leave the past behind or will you exhaust all means to find him? Once you've decided to look for him how do you find him when all you have is his first name? And to top it all off how do you go about looking for a boy you only met in your dreams without people thinking you're crazy? And worse of all what if in finding him you end up losing him in the end?