On the Queer Experience
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Last published Fri, Jan 4, 2019
From coming out of the closet to my first love and heartbreak, here is my queer journey. As a person of color and of the LGBTQIA+ community, I often wish for my story to be heard in the midst of dominating voices and repression. Now it's my turn to speak. You will hear me. You will fear me. Above all, you will be a witness to my experience. Spirit, lead me.
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