Here's To The Hopeless
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MatureOngoing2h 32m
Last published Thu, Feb 8, 2018
Aubrey Tessel's life story would be an article about the long term effects drugs have on a kid's future. Just when she thinks she's grasped onto hope of being content, it slips from her fingers. As she finally gets fed up of her constant cycle of despair and never getting what she desires, she goes on a mission to dig herself out of the hole she's in.
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