I really hate goodbyes.
I don't really like goodbye's. Especially those goodbyes from your loved ones. For some of us, it might seem normal to say goodbye for every single time we leave but I do always have this strange feeling that if I'll said that word to someone, I'm afraid that they might never want to comeback because they already said goodbye, not knowing that not actually saying goodbye could leave a broken heart hanging and hoping for their loved ones to comeback. And that feeling could be more devastating than being left. That feeling where you don't even know if you should move on or you should just live in your past and get stuck in there forever. Never moving forward just reminiscing every single thing that shatters your whole life for every single day. I really should've said goodbye.