Chasing Reality
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"Embrace reality even if it burns you."
Andrea craved reality. She craved what others feared and wished to escape. She craved it because she refused to keep having those nightmares.
But her nightmares were different. When she woke up, they didn't stop. As broken and schizophrenic as Andrea was, she continued to solve mysteries and think the unthinkable.
She wished to understand the enigma that was herself. From start to finish... even if she could already see the finish line.
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