I never knew why I didn't have a dad. I never knew why my mom never spoke to me. I never knew why I looked the way I did. I knew thatI was a freak. All I ever knowed was that everything that happen was my fault. My birth cause my mother sadness. My birth cause my "father" to hate my Mother. I derserve all hatred. But I will stay happy and smiling for my mom and her lack of emotions. Slow UpdatesAll Rights Reserved