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trapped in the mind

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Reads 37
Votes 2
Parts 3
Time 10m

Mature

I looked in the mirrow and I slowly put the gun at my head.
I took a deep breath and think before I fire the gun. Is this what I really became is this what I really want to do with my self! . I started crying and to think he don't even care if I die. That though gave me more strength to pull the trigger. I put the gun closer to my head...........I can't do it I fell on the ground crying I sit the gun beside me as I put my head in my lap my and my long messy hear spread on The flor. The dore then open and he walked in I could hear his shoe making its way over to me.he bend down to my level and lift my face up I looked up between the space in my hair.

Him:baby What's wrong

I didn't reply. how could he treat me like this when he said he love me.

Him:please tell me what's wrong

Me: what's wrong is this you is what's wrong I don't want to be here no more I hate you I said jently. You hit me you take advantage of me you HIT me for Christ sake and you act like you don't know what you doing you make me look crazy but I don't want to hear tho shit no more your nothing but a pease of shit. SLAP* I felt a sting across my face I looked up at him with my hair hanging down Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I laughed * is that all you ganna do his me huh?do it again hit me.I use to cry when you go out and and performed and fuck other bitches wile I'm at home and when i talk you would hit me but you make me so much stranger I laughed. But gest  what? YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME CRY no more!All Rights Reserved

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Forever His by KaedeT

It was now nighttime and I returned to my room which was very dark. The curtains were closed, strange I'm sure it was open this morning... Whatever. I put my bag down and went straight into the shower. I didn't spend a long time inside cause I was very tired and wanted to sleep. It was an exhausting day, I searched for some work, but like usual I failed... I sighted. I went out of the bathroom with only a towel around my waist and started to sit down when someone pushed me into the floor. Shit! Who was that? What did he want? I was very afraid and I had a lot of question passing my mind in this few seconds but didn't want to submit to my aggressor. I groaned and tried to get myself up, but he... Yeah, he was too strong and big to be she... Put his knee on my back and started to tie my hands together with some rope. Was he trying to kidnap or tie me? I froze in fear for a few seconds and stopped moving. I suppose he let his guard down since I stopped struggling, so I took this chance and flipped us over. It was now my turn to be on top and somehow succeeded to untie myself. I was lucky he didn't have time to fully tie me yet, so it was kind of easy. It was dark, so I couldn't see his face, but I still put my hands around his throat and started to strangle him a bit. 'W-Who are you and w-what do y-you want?' I asked trying to hide my fear that I miserably failed. '...' He still didn't respond, I was starting to loose control on myself. His silence was killing me and I started to shake in fear. Then he spoke and caught all my attention: 'You're so cute when you're afraid pet.' I froze, I recognized this voice and my fear turned to be true. All the struggling to escape, to disappear, to forget about him now came back in an instant. I was now trembling constantly losing all control of my body, my hand lets go of the man throat and all I could do was shakily say: 'Dimitri...' THIS IS A BOYXBOY STORY, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED!!!

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Bad is Better by DimpleDoll17

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Forever His

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