trapped in the mind
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I looked in the mirrow and I slowly put the gun at my head.
I took a deep breath and think before I fire the gun. Is this what I really became is this what I really want to do with my self! . I started crying and to think he don't even care if I die. That though gave me more strength to pull the trigger. I put the gun closer to my head...........I can't do it I fell on the ground crying I sit the gun beside me as I put my head in my lap my and my long messy hear spread on The flor. The dore then open and he walked in I could hear his shoe making its way over to me.he bend down to my level and lift my face up I looked up between the space in my hair.
Him:baby What's wrong
I didn't reply. how could he treat me like this when he said he love me.
Him:please tell me what's wrong
Me: what's wrong is this you is what's wrong I don't want to be here no more I hate you I said jently. You hit me you take advantage of me you HIT me for Christ sake and you act like you don't know what you doing you make me look crazy but I don't want to hear tho shit no more your nothing but a pease of shit. SLAP* I felt a sting across my face I looked up at him with my hair hanging down Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I laughed * is that all you ganna do his me huh?do it again hit me.I use to cry when you go out and and performed and fuck other bitches wile I'm at home and when i talk you would hit me but you make me so much stranger I laughed. But gest what? YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME CRY no more!
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