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trapped in the mind

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Reads 37
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Parts 3
Time 10m

I looked in the mirrow and I slowly put the gun at my head.
I took a deep breath and think before I fire the gun. Is this what I really became is this what I really want to do with my self! . I started crying and to think he don't even care if I die. That though gave me more strength to pull the trigger. I put the gun closer to my head...........I can't do it I fell on the ground crying I sit the gun beside me as I put my head in my lap my and my long messy hear spread on The flor. The dore then open and he walked in I could hear his shoe making its way over to me.he bend down to my level and lift my face up I looked up between the space in my hair.

Him:baby What's wrong

I didn't reply. how could he treat me like this when he said he love me.

Him:please tell me what's wrong

Me: what's wrong is this you is what's wrong I don't want to be here no more I hate you I said jently. You hit me you take advantage of me you HIT me for Christ sake and you act like you don't know what you doing you make me look crazy but I don't want to hear tho shit no more your nothing but a pease of shit. SLAP* I felt a sting across my face I looked up at him with my hair hanging down Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I laughed * is that all you ganna do his me huh?do it again hit me.I use to cry when you go out and and performed and fuck other bitches wile I'm at home and when i talk you would hit me but you make me so much stranger I laughed. But gest  what? YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME CRY no more!All Rights Reserved

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Drake's Kitten (completed)

He once told me no one knows the real him.I didn't think he meant it, and not in a good way. He is a straight A student, and everyone knows it, not to mention he is on the swim team. All that though isn't the real him, the real him hides deep within himself. ---------- "Can you please tell me what that was?" I nearly shout at him. All I get is silence. He keeps his back to me. "Please, I need some explanation." I beg. I stay still as he stops dead in his tracks. His body is tense and it's scarring me. He turns around slowly to face me with his hands at his sides. His eyes meet mine, but there is no spark of any emotion in them. They are cold and dark making me look away not being able to hold his deadly stare. I feel uneasy under his gaze, and i feel his eyes burning a hole in the side of my face. "No, I won't explain because it's not important." He says in a low, almost, growl. I flinch and look back into his eyes. I feel hurt by his words and I don't know why, but I know he sees it in my eyes. His faces flashes with regret but it's quickly covered up with his faces going back to it's hard cold look. I feel my heart stop and my face go pale. His look terrified me making me hold my breath. "Breath." He orders. I start to breathe again and just blink at him. "Now go." He orders me again. I flinch involuntarily at his tone and jump back slightly. "Please don't let me walk home alone." I beg in a quiet voice, looking down at my feet. The next thing I see are his black combat boots right in front of my shoes. I look up into his eyes and he looks down into mine confusion written all over his face. "How come you aren't running yet?" He questions searching my eyes. "I just can't walk home alone, please I'm scared." I hear him chuckle. "You aren't afraid of me? What can possibly be scarier than me?" He asks. "Well, I know you will keep me safe." "Why is that?" He questions raising an eyebrow at me. "You haven't hurt me." "Yet." He mutters, but I roll my eyes.