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Fix Me

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You look at me and you'd never know. You'd never think I was that girl. The one who doesn't know how to love and be loved. The one who is afraid of people and what they're capable of. You see I'm the girl others don't dare to cross. I don't know how to let my guard down since it's been up most my life. I don't feel safe anywhere. Not at school, not in the park, nowhere. All because of him. All because of the man I used to call "dad". I'm not safe. Especially at home...All Rights Reserved

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Midnight Mass (Camren) by justccabeYo2

TOME 2 OF 'Priest' Sometimes I think I'm haunted by the ghosts of my former selves. There's the small girl who used to run into her sister's room after having a nightmare. There's the teenager who pulled that same sister from a rafter in her parents' garage. There's the college student who drowned her pain in aggressive sex and whiskey. And then there's the parish priest who couldn't stop herself from falling in love. I feel them crowding behind me as I walk across Princeton's tree-filled campus. I hear them whispering as I make love to my wife. I see them behind my eyelids when I kneel to pray. Of all the ghosts that haunt me, it is the priest who stays the closest, who dogs my steps from dawn until dusk. It's the priest who reminds me of my sins, of everything I've left behind, of every part of secular life that is flat and colorless and petty. It is the priest who tells me to be afraid of being punished. Like I'm not already afraid. Lauren G!P Copyright ©️ Sierra Simone.

Unhealthy Obsession |18+| by CodiBlue

-Let's get this straight. From a dead end job to a useless crazy ex boyfriend- my happiness is with my best friend yet the fear of our relationship ending completely scares me and id rather fake it and be in fear than find out and never be happy. It sucks, seeing him everyday and knowing what i feel for him and how deep those feelings go is painful...- But when he comes around everything changes for the best and for the worst. As a whole they are deeply loved and equally as hated by others but the love from one another is undeniable, if only she wasnt so selfish with her choices and words- -Lying, cheating, sneaking, crying- many acts and emotions come from within when there's someone you love unaware of that love.. Possibly growing to love someone else right before your eyes..Its gut wrenching, i know because ive fucked up. Its worse when you're aware of the harm you cause yourself and others but dont care how the outcome turns out to be. Why would it matter how it effects you if youre used to pain and people leaving? it wouldnt. All because you take comfort in your own mind and mental illness, once you realize you have freewill it may become a bad thing if youre careless.- - Gabriella White.

Behind every mean girl...there's a tragedy by Winchesters_united

The average human being spends every second of his day fighting against the force of nature to see another day. But I'm different. I'm not afraid of outside forces to take my life away - only myself. Approximately 10 years ago, something happened to me. Something really bad. But I'm not allowed to talk about it. As a way to release my frustration, I give hell to my body and everyone I come in contact with - especially my parents. No one knows about what happened except the ones who did it...and Him. But he didn't stay. Now, he's back and he's not talking either. I want to stop hurting, I need to stop. Make me stop.

Her Last Wish by AnonymouslyUnknown27

Tiana Collin's life is horrible and she knows this. With an abusive father and a druggie for a mother and with absolutely no friends at school, she didn't think her life meant much. So she decided to end it. But before she ended her life, she wants to feel loved. To feel cared for. To feel. So she decides to date one of the most popular boys in school, Tyson Bent, who she knows has a bet with his best friend. A bet to get her to sleep with him. She knows he doesn't really care about her. But sometimes it's nice to pretend. After all, she's only supposed to be with him for a week. After that... well after that she's not even going to be alive. Tyson had it all, the popularity, the looks, the money, everything. And he never missed a chance to flaunt his supposed perfection. Another thing about him is that he never backs down from a dare. So when his best friend dares him to sleep with a girl named Tiana, how can he refuse? But when he reads her diary, he has another mission. A mission completely different from the dare. A mission far more important than a dare. An added bonus being the chance to finally find out who he is and not who everyone else wishes for him to be. A chance to grow into the person he could be. TW// suicide, suicidal ideation, self harm, abuse, mention of drug addiction

Maybe, There is a Happy Ending by melina_strangio

"There were times of hardship when people forget the courage they need to keep fighting; and survive. But I think as long as we have something or someone to believe in, to keep close in our hearts, courage will never truly leave us. We only have to reach deep in our heart to find it." I never thought I was going to escape my abusive parents. I could no longer see that one light at the end of my tunnel. I was trapped, no way to escape. You would never believe that one trip to the New York Hospital could change my life drastically, and not in the way you guys are thinking. Not negatively, but positively. Thanks to my Doctor and his son, I could finally say goodbye to my dark past and say hello to my bright future involving a massive emotion... LOVE. So, Maybe... There is a Happy Ending.

Beyond Her Exterior by discriminative

She lived her life as if it was normal and everything was okay. But in reality, that was never the case, She was struggling. Her life wasn't as easy as she tried to make it seem. She went to school, pretending to be happy all the time so her friends didn't become suspicious. And then she went home, to watch her 'father' throw his life away as he shot up in his arm. She hated seeing him locking himself in the bathroom only to come out ten minutes later, high out of his mind. He scared her; He did weird things when he was like that. From walking into her room and just staring around and then leaving without saying a word, to yelling at her and throwing whatever was in arms reach at her. She was suffering, but she still tried to make herself look like she was okay. Nobody suspected anything odd going on in her life. Afterall, she was Alexis Deaken, Everyone believed her life was perfect. They evyed her, they believed she had everything. Little did they know that the second she left that school building everyday she was going home to something unimaginable.

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Nerd Threatens the Bad Boy by mtfking

-UNDER HEAVY EDITING- (BOOK #1 of the HS Series) I see him. I see him just across the hallways. Him clutching a poor innocent's shirt raising him up with his back against the lockers. And here I am watching. Holding my books and biting my lips out of nervousness. That's it. I walked up to them and I grabbed the rebel's hand that was still clutching the shirt. He looked at me with those raging eyes and said," Get lost Nerd" as he tries to get rid of me. "Leave him alone," barely a whisper "What did you say?" and he lets go of the kid and basically running off. "Stop being such a meany." He laughed and said, "Alright cutey pie." He started walking but I'm not leaving him without a warning. "If you bully someone again, I'll beat you up." He stopped walking and turned around stalking towards me. "Did you just threatened me?"

Don't Call Me Crazy (boyxboy) by A_R_Rockettt

Sanity and happiness are an impossible combination. "You have no emotions, you don't feel, you don't empathize......and you don't love," he told me, his anger turning into sadness. "Your right," I replied with an empty smile. "And the worst part.....is that I can't help but love you." he said before pushing past me. Cameron Silverstone was never ordinary. He was popular but never liked. He's an outcast to put it lightly. Everyone suspects there's something wrong with him, but they have no idea. People often think he's heartless and doesn't care, and their right. His heart is anything other than warm. The day Joshua took a picture of him, is a day neither of them will ever forget.

Everyones Obsessed* by Cie1_5

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Midnight Mass (Camren)

TOME 2 OF 'Priest' Sometimes I think I'm haunted by the ghosts of my former selves. There's the small girl who used to run into her sister's room after having a nightmare. There's the teenager who pulled that same sister from a rafter in her parents' garage. There's the college student who drowned her pain in aggressive sex and whiskey. And then there's the parish priest who couldn't stop herself from falling in love. I feel them crowding behind me as I walk across Princeton's tree-filled campus. I hear them whispering as I make love to my wife. I see them behind my eyelids when I kneel to pray. Of all the ghosts that haunt me, it is the priest who stays the closest, who dogs my steps from dawn until dusk. It's the priest who reminds me of my sins, of everything I've left behind, of every part of secular life that is flat and colorless and petty. It is the priest who tells me to be afraid of being punished. Like I'm not already afraid. Lauren G!P Copyright ©️ Sierra Simone.