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KAMIKAZE

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Reads 135
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Parts 30
Time 9h 38m

comingoutofthecloset contemporary drama fiction gay gayfiction highschoolexperience kamikaze lgbt lgbtfiction originalfiction personaljourney romance sliceoflife wattpride wattys2018 youngadullt

Kennedy Connory never thought he'd refer to himself as gay, and yet here he is. Unsure of himself, his love life, and where he's going, he can't help but feel like a disaster in every way. He tore through his family and destroyed everything in his path, even himself. He was a suicide bomber. A Kamikaze. 

A short prequel to the Tomb of Zaliok centered around Kennedy Connory and his personal coming out story that deals with friends, family, self concept and romance.  Warning for strong language, non-explicit sexual themes, and drug use.All Rights Reserved

comingoutofthecloset contemporary drama fiction gay gayfiction highschoolexperience kamikaze lgbt lgbtfiction originalfiction personaljourney romance sliceoflife wattpride wattys2018 youngadullt

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