Rejected Badass Mate

"I Tyler Dawn, of the Dawn pack, reject you, .... wait what's your name". I don't answer, my sobs consume my body and I feel as if my world is being ripped away from me. "P-p-lea-se, you do-on't ha-ve to d-d-do thi-s".
"TELL ME YOUR NAME, I AM YOUR ALPHA" Tyler commands using his Alpha voice. "My na-name is A-a-alex Moo-n, Al-alpha" I force out, how was I going to deal with this? Rejection was rare and taboo, a very forbidden thing amoung our kind. It's almost never heard of, and when it does happen most wolves go insane. They lose all their sanity and end up dead.
"I Tyler Dawn, of the Dawn pack, reject you Alex Moon as my mate and future Luna of the Dawn pack". A smirk forms on his face as I sob into my hands, falling to my knees.
How could a mate be so cruel? They were supposed to love and cherish you. Tyler turns around and makes his way to his seat at the front of the dinning table, the whole pack silent.
Could this day get any worse?
If only I knew what happiness his rejection would bring me in the future, I will be strong. I won't die.