It all started when he left....the pain, the bullying, the divorce. It all started when my bestfriend Zayn Malik left for the X-Factor. He left me. He forgot me. He promised he wouldn't forget about me. But he lied. Another promise yet broken. He's now dating a beautiful blonde named Perrie Edwards, while living 'the life'. Did I mean nothing to him? But, I do see him again. I do meet him. But he forgot me. Forgot my name everything. Everything. I always liked him. I guess the feeling wasn't mutual.