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I don't have anybody to talk to...nowhere to go....noone who can believe me...noone who I can tell my secrets....nobody I can share my pain with ....so please ...listen to me ....this is the only place I can type down my stories, my pain and be myself ..............I don't recommend this to people who are going to criticize me but lh wait ...I don't feel anything
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I couldn't bear anymore. I badly wanted to die. But I know that's not the solution to any of my problems. I badly need a hug and a shoulder to cry on but that's way too far for me to afford it. I don't know where my life is taking me or where I will land upon... All I know is... I have no one in this world!!
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