Thanataphobia: A shitty Reddie fanfic
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"What's thanataphobia?"
"The fear of losing someone you love. . ."
The summer of 1987
Eddie was just a normal kid, who wanted a normal summer, with his... not exactly normal friends; Bill, Ben, Bev, Stan, Mike, and most of all Richie. But could he have that? No. Because a psycho killer fucking clown had to come into his life, and had fucked that idea right in the ass. But all that shit's over now, and it's been a year since there's been a single missing person in Derry. Just murders and other shit that's been ruled out from being the work of IT. But hey, the good thing is it's summer, and none of the losers club is in immediate lethal danger... or are they?
Sorry, this isn't even my first fanfic and it's gonna suck, i had a lot a bit ago on another account but it's super cringy and shitty as fuck. This one is going to suck ass. I know I'm a horrible writer, but fuck it, at least y'all will have something to laugh at, make fun of, and make you feel better about yourselves. Anyways, this'll get pretty depressing, I still don't know what I'm gonna do I guess, whether or not I'm bringing Pennywise back, or making some of the losers club depressed or suicidal or whatever, or what. I DO know that I will definitely be making lots of crossovers and references to the original book, and multiple shows and books and stuff. Anyways, yeah. Hope you (somehow) enjoy my shitty book!
WARNING: This story contains mature content, such as gore, violence, language, depression, possibly suicidal thinking, possibly self harm, probably main character death, and other triggering content. BUT NO SMUT IF ANYONE ASKS FOR THIS BE WARNED: YOU WILL BE DISAPPOINTED. But the worse triggering content in this: memes, they're coming for us, tHeyRE TakinG COntrOl?!? But in all seriousness, I am NOT trying to in any way romanticise any of these, and if any of this triggers you, please stOp. Take care of yourself. Lots of people care about you, and you should too. You're great
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