The Sacrifice

I'm pretending that I'm okay even if I'm bleeding inside.

I'm pretending that everything is under my control but the truth is I lost control of everything I made.

I'm pretending that I'm happy even if I'm dying inside.

I'm okay, I'm fine, I'm happy, I'm contented that's what i'm always telling them even if the truth is...I'm just dreaming to feel those feeling.

I will never be contented...not until he became mine...I will do everything...I will sacrifice everything I made just to make him mine....

I will not let my sacrifices for him to go to waste....I must complete my mission...a mission that if I don't successfully completed ....my life will be a living hell....if I don't make this possible...then it will be my downfall...