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Delirmeyi düşünüyorum Geceleri ölüp sabahları dirilen biriyim. En büyük özelliğim bu... Zürafa biti adlı hayvanın bile benden daha çok özelliği vardır. Bugüne dek 9303 kere öldüm ve dirildim. Diri kaldığım sürelerden birinde kalbim kırıldı, içim ezildi. Aslında birçok kez bu tip olaylar başıma gelmişti ama bu seferki daha fazla acı veriyordu. Bu acılara dayanamayarak bir sabah doktora gittim. Önce dahiliyeye uğradım. İçim tahmin ettiğimden de fazla ezilmiş, hemde 53 kiloya tekabül eden bir çift kadın ayağı tarafından. Doktor 'Siktir et 110 miligram' adlı bir ilaç önerdi. Eczanelerde yokmuş. Sonra kardiyoloji bölümüne gittim. 3 gündür kalbimin üstüne yatamıyordum. Ne zaman kalbime doğru yatsam çok feci ağrıyordu. Uykularım don, atlet, terlikle kaçıyordu resmen. Doktor, kalbimin çok feci kırık olduğunu söyledi. İki yerinden kırılmış. Ben bir yerinden kırıldığını zannediyordum. O da 'koy götüne 1000 miligram' adlı ilacı önerdi. Oradan psikoloğa gitmeyi düşündüm. Ama o da 'sizi anlıyorum' deyip hiçbir bok anlamayacak. Birazcık sevilebilmenin bile ne kadar zor olduğunu anlayamayacak. Çünkü beni sevdiğim bile anlamadı gerisi anlamasa da olur. Aslında kız da kendi düşüncesine göre haklı... Benimle bir gelecek hayali kuramadı. Benimle zaten hayal kurulmaz, hiçbir şeyi olmayan az şey isteyen biriyim. Güçlü, hırslı insanlar genelde sevilir. Delirmeyi düşünüyorum ama nasıl yapacağım hakkında hiçbir fikrim yok. O, bu değil de sensizlik çok boktanmış bunu bil. Bensizlik nasıl?All Rights Reserved

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