SEIZE EVERYTHING

" You living in your past isn't the thing that's gonna take your head out of your ass. And it isn't the thing that will stop the addiction. And one day you'll be triggered again. And you'll go back to hating yourself again. Cause you never learnt what self love was." He tells me while kissing my earlobe.

A tear slides down my cheek. And I'm so angry.
So angry at him for saying those words.
So angry at myself for crying.
But mostly. Angry cause I know he's right.

" All that ink on your body? It's because you're hiding. It's a constant reminder of what you think you've done. Your blaming yourself for nothing you're guilty of, Jessie. And that will kill you one day. It will trigger you and you're not strong enough to handle it."

" You don't fucking know me. Okay?. You don't get to tell me I'm not strong enough. Or become my fucking therapist. Cause you don't know me." I shake my head at him. He doesn't know what he's talking about. He knows me for three weeks. And that's not good enough to judge me.

*******
Mason Owens is a twenty seven year old heir of the Owens industries in Scotland. He used to have one motto.

Be a voice. Not an echo.

So he earned his place in today's world.

And he made the company his father left an empire.

And he became a celebrity in his own community.

But that was never what he wanted.

******

Jessica Malcom is an American girl from Los Angles. She leaves LA when she realizes that nothing is left in there but the ashes of her past. Her father's grave. Her sister's grave. And her mother constant reminders that she is weak.

A new start is what she needs.
A new start from all the pain she caused herself.