"My stories start with an elementary birthday party. They end when I finally give up control." This story follows Gemma as she deals with the struggles of being in the It Crowd. Told through therapy sessions, it details the highs and lows of being in the spotlight and looking the part. The narrative follows her from an elementary birthday party to the seventh grade, eventually ending in high school where she finally learns what it will take to be a part of the clique. What did her so called friends do to earn their spot? What will Gemma do to claim hers? Will her actions end up being her downfall? *This story comes with a trigger warning of self harm, body dysmorphia, and suicide.* Cover created with http://covercreator.net/covercreator.php