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Someone I Used To Be

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Time 4h 50m

compelling couple fiction islam love marriage

His Love or My Ego?  Fatima, 20 years, heart broken and betrayed by the Loves of her life... With scars of love from family and her boyfriend, Adam.
 Her mother, savvy and classy... desperately wanting to get her hands on fatima's 'treasure' left by her father...Only to find out Fatima needs a Husband to sign the documents.     
Now there's Abdullah, running his fathers companies.Shy...but  The whole mountain Kilimanjaro erupting hot practicing Muslim with halal interest in Fatima. Her mother arranged an instant marriage for her having in mind to divorce Abdullah once he's signed the documents.        
Coming into marriage with dark secrets and distaste for love. Believing she's too strong for love and promising she'll never fall prey for it. How much can she stand? Now that their honeymoon is only a week long.  she is faced with life decision. Love or Ego?       sneak peek:        

***      "I'm hopeless, even the air he breathes I adore. take my heart and beat the drums with it. My beast of a husband he is". I appreciate he's extremely jealous,  he cares. But I don't want him to get hurt, because of me. I'm not worth it Abdul, I'm not...All Rights Reserved

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