The only people I can be myself around is....no one.No one like me, not even my teachers, nor the principal, my parents are divorced, and I live with my Mother, who mainly never spends time with me because she works with the FBI, and she leaves at 7:00 in the morning, and comes home at 8:00 at night, and I try to spend time with her, but she say she is tired, so I leave her alone.
My life is a total reck....well to me
But here is my story of how I got over my shyness and just learned to be myself,and I didn't regret it,because it changed my whole life,and it changed me as a person.
Here is my story...and i hope you enjoy it
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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