strive

Ive been here for years now i think,im trying not to loose track of time,time is the only thing i know is certain, time is the only thing i know that would be the same wether im in this corrupted beaten down celler or outside in the world with the fresh air and sun,i loose myself thinking about these things i get stuck in a trance of all the things i loved in the outside world like the food and the grass and the sweet smell of the air and most of all the people...my mom and my brother,they were the closest people to me and the thought of them did make me feel down but also made me strive to be braver and stronger,strive for hope of one day getting out of here striving not to ever give up because if i did give up i would never see them again and that would not happen....that could not happen IM NOT GOING TO LET IT HAPPEN.