MY SADDY BIRTHDAY! (oneshot)
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Last published Sun, Nov 26, 2017
"It's all my fault, if only I refused that offer then this won't happen. I want to escape from this horror. All the voices in my head blamed me. Why? Why do I have to survive? I hate it! I hate the fact that they all died in my own birthday. I need to end this! I need to finish this suffering! Saddy Birthday to myself." *BANG*
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