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Freak

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Years after the story became a classic, a girl named Alice finds her own Wonderland. She visits her dreamland when she feels the need to eat, and it convinces her not to. Her weight is dangerously low. She locks herself in her room every night and her parents are concerned.  Alice thinks she's fine, what's wrong with having your very own world where you're completely happy? But when Alice gets stuck in wonderland, she begins to learn that being perfect isn't everything.  The things she always believed were lies--beauty is within you, everybody's beautiful as they are, blah blah blah...--are starting to make sense to her.  Alice wants to learn to love herself again, but "recovery" isn't always as easy saying yes to food again and pretending you're all better.All Rights Reserved

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What's Wrong with Diet? What's the Role of Aesthetics? by georgewhole

In the second book, "What's Wrong with the Diet? What is the role of the psyche?" the key role of the psyche in people's eating behavior was revealed. Harmony in the psyche becomes the engine for future changes in the eating behavior of people with eating disorders and obesity. At the end of the book, we learned that people with unhealthy weights have a distorted body image that controls them. How can we develop an authentic body image that matches the uniqueness of our body? How to discover the beauty of your body? How can an aesthetic perception of your body lead to a healthy weight? The answers are in my third book, "What's Wrong with Diet? What's the Role of Aesthetics?"

Mind of The Disordered- A Memoir (Completed) by El3phant

When you're stuck inside a layer of skin you never asked for, what does the soul do? It cries out in poems and pictures, and words that have so much meaning to anyone if they look hard enough. It winces in pain every time the pen hits the paper and shouts in agony every time the mirror is reflected upon a burning face. This is a collection of me. My eating disorder, my depression, anxiety, my thoughts, my words, my pain. If you've ever wondered what it was like inside the mind of an anorexic, a bulimic, a chronically depressed woman, here is the answer. A memoir written by me. There is no specific order you should read this book. Choose a random chapter from the table of contents, and read. Take a little in, leave a little out. ****** There is a major trigger warning for almost every story in here. If you are sensitive to numbers, or ideas or anything of this matter, this book may not be for you.

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

This is it. by littlepaulson44

TW- Depression, Anxiety, Abuse, Anorexia, Self Harm, Suicide. Sarah Paulson x Fem Reader It was the beginning of your freshman year. Same routine, new school, new district. Your parents abused you and moved you around to avoid getting caught. They never really liked you, but after you came out to them things only got worse. Your anxiety and depression skyrocketed. You had dealt with these for as long as you could remember, but your parents never believed you. Your mom said it was all for attention, your dad said it wasn't real. You had gotten pretty low before, but this time you weren't sure you would come back.

Aria's Story by daissydarling

Background: I have an older brother named Chris, and a younger sister named Reagan. My parents picked our names last minute because they didn't really care about what they were going to name us. My family lives in a huge house in Texas. My dad is a doctor and my mom is a lawyer so our family is pretty much rich. My parents rarely pay attention to any of us because they never wanted us. They give us money every month so that we won't have to bother them when we need money for something. I could probably be happy about that if my life was actually good and not a living hell. My brother is 23 years old so he doesn't live with us anymore. He's really smart and he's been at Yale since he was 19. He's majoring in music. My little sister is 15 years old and she's super friendly. She's also really smart, but she doesn't act like it because she doesn't want to be judged. She's one of the most popular girls at our school and she loves to be center of attention. That's how it all starts.

Icarus by songslayer

"My stories start with an elementary birthday party. They end when I finally give up control." This story follows Gemma as she deals with the struggles of being in the It Crowd. Told through therapy sessions, it details the highs and lows of being in the spotlight and looking the part. The narrative follows her from an elementary birthday party to the seventh grade, eventually ending in high school where she finally learns what it will take to be a part of the clique. What did her so called friends do to earn their spot? What will Gemma do to claim hers? Will her actions end up being her downfall? *This story comes with a trigger warning of self harm, body dysmorphia, and suicide.* Cover created with http://covercreator.net/covercreator.php

ALICE- WONDERLAND INSTITUTE by 21KenziLmbrt

Alice thought she was just a troubled girl sent to a hospital for help. But Wonderland was never a story. It was real. And now it's alive. Inside the sterile halls of the institute, memories disappear piece by piece, reality bends in impossible ways, and the staff aren't who - or what - they seem. Alice must navigate endless corridors, confront monstrous visions, and face the horrifying truth about herself before she's erased completely. Every step she takes drags her closer to a final choice: submit to the cure... or become something darker, stronger, and terrifyingly unstoppable. Enter Wonderland, if you dare - but beware, you may never come back the same.

Imperfect by Emily_EVM

[Highest Ranking - #1 in Realistic Fiction] [Highest Ranking - #33 in Eating Disorder] Isabella is like any normal 16 year old girl. She wakes up, goes to school, deals with mean girls, and boys. But she has a secret. Throwing up after meals on the rare times she eats. Trying to be skinny, trying to be perfect. The thought of being imperfect, is her worst nightmare. What happens when someone finds out about her life threatening secret? ©2017 Copyrights (Completed December 12th, 2017)

Abigail by hmarieh1218

(In editing) She's depressed. She's anorexic. She's suicidal. She's insecure. Abigail has grown up with her three brothers and James, never meeting her parents, who abandoned her at birth. Her brothers were left to take care of her and keep a roof over their heads. Everyday they struggle to take care of Abigail, while working to keep them in their home. Life for them is hard. Life for Abigail is even harder. She has a dark mind and not by choice. Somewhere along the way she's developed these feelings of loneliness and hopelessness. Everyday is a struggle for her and just getting out of bed is a success. She meets Zach, a bad boy with a bad reputation. He starts off as a tutor, just to help her out, out of pity. But eventually feelings get involved and Abigail finds herself liking a boy for the first time in her life. Things get serious and she somehow learns about his drug dealing business. Everything gets hectic and Abigail doesn't know what to do with her life anymore. Or if she even wants to live.

healing is not linear - A Memoir by Frances Edelstein by FrancesShana

FINAL VERSION NOW AVAILABLE ON AMAZON: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0846QJQ86?ref=knfdg_R_twm_yes No one's life is perfect--and mine is no different. On the outside, you might see me as a young woman that was raised in the most perfect life; both parents, an upper-middle-class home, a safe neighborhood. This is all true, yes, but the worst of my struggles were things that many people didn't see: my mental health. In this book, I share all my struggles with my eating disorder, anxiety, depression, and the things that go along with it. My goal in writing this is letting you know that you, the reader, are never alone. There are people like me that care about you, that understand how hard it can be. Hopefully this book with give you clarity about some things you've been dealing with, and maybe give you some peace of mind and directions on how to navigate through these hard times. Please, keep fighting. We need you. Much love!

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