Achromatic

"I often feel "empty""

"My emotions shift very quickly, and I often experience extreme sadness, anger, and anxiety."

"I'm constantly afraid that the people I care about will abandon me or leave me"

"The way I feel about the people in my life can dramatically change from one moment to the next-and I don't always understand why"

"I've attempted to hurt myself, engaged in self-harm behaviors such as cutting, or threatened suicide."

"Why do I feel these things?"

"Why do I have to be like this?"

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I've lost my parents. I'm trapped in darkness and had no reason for my existence.

"Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened."

That's what they always say but...for what reason am i gonna smile for? For the fact that that i had no one by my side? You know, some people smile not for that they are happy, but sometimes they smile to hide sadness and I'm one of them

I'm trying to blend with the people around me but they hate me...I just don't know why?

"It's like a heaviness that you can't ever escape. It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill. It's a part of me; it's in my bones and my blood."

I felt like my life is a Monochrome image, more like...Achromatic