Silence that screams for help

So this is a short story or a girl whose mind worked in mysterious ways against helpfulness and care towards others. Not only to her nearest and dearest mean the world to her but her life has suddenly felt like it has gone downhill due to past traumas amongst family. Forgiving and forgetting is a difficult thing for her to achieve so instead of dealing with it she finds herself dealing with anxiety and depression in the most transparent way possible. As unclear as it is to everyone else around her she silently screams for help from her peers and one most important person in life just to be pushed away and forgotten about which only makes the feelings grow worse. She makes empty threats and false decisions about what she is going to do to help herself and these feelings but each road is a dead end.

***I just wanted to clarify with my readers that this short story will be aimed at both genders but you may notice as you read on that the two main characters are actually female. This is due to the story including personal feelings and thoughts of my own. I just wanted all males to know that even if they are written as female characters, males can also feel the same and can relate in many ways. I have no particular target audience; I want to cover both sexes in order to help everyone. I hope any male presence reading this short story is not offended by this, its just easier for me as the writer to relate to what I am trying to portray.***