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"A nobleman by day, a drunken man wallowing in his own anguish by night."
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Elijah has been putting on a facade to the public for so many years yet, there is only so much a man could take before he breaks.
He looked calm, poise and some would even say noble but behind that was a pessimistic mind, struggling to find the light that did not want to be found. All he wishes was to be able to dwell on the relentless guilt that had been stuck within him for years. Dragging him down further into the abyss which he has now grown somewhat accustomed to.
Alcohol was the sole item that he has been desperately clingy onto in order to preserve whatever small mental stability he has left in him. No. He is not an addict. He does not engage in alcohol for the purpose of the desire of a certain emotion. He is just a man trying to fight his own demons that are growing stronger each day. He just approaches them differently from other men.
Can't just someone wake him up from this neverending, horrific nightmare?
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