forlorn and distressed (Suicide Journal Book 1)

forlorn and distressed (Suicide Journal Book 1)

lovethevoidmyfriend

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Last published Tue, Jan 2, 2018

Non-Fiction

Tags15 ana anorexia deardiary diary

Forlorn - pitifully sad and abandoned or lonely. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ distressed - suffering from extreme anxiety, sorrow, or pain. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "This book is about me, believe it or not. It is about my struggles, my issues, my thoughts, my feelings, my emotions. This book will be my safe place, and I hope that to all of you reading this, that you have a safe place too, because we all need somewhere to go when life gets too much for us to handle. It will become a sort of journal, where I write everything, or most, of what goes on in my life. " ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ "You may be wondering what I am going on about. And my answer to that is many things that bring horror and despair into ones life. Physical, verbal and sexual abuse from my adoption father, broken home, dysfunctional family, emotional and verbal abuse from my mother; it makes me feel so very worthless. " ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ ".....I am a pathetic excuse of a life. I am a waste of space...."

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