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drowning in the dark

pastel-romantic

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Parts 39
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Reads 3,107
Votes 285
Parts 39
Time 2h 11m

pastel-romantic

Mature

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Gerard Way is falling apart, he's screaming for help but no one can hear him.

Not over the screaming shadows, his classmates laughter, the loudness of his music and the static in his head.

No one can hear him, no one can see him.
Until someone finally lets Gerard hold onto them, and that person stays with him.

TW: suicide/suicidal thoughts/suicidal tendencies/self harm/abuse/rape/child abuse/homophobia/relapse/alcoholism/drug abuse

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• yes sorry, Mikey is older than Gee in this

• previously titled: (it's best this way) i'm used to being left behind

• slow updates - sorry

• cross posted on archive of our own

• © pastel-romantic ; 2017-2018All Rights Reserved

abuse alltimelow angst anxiety concerts depression fallinginlove falloutboy frerard guitar highschoolkills jalex joshler music mychemicalromance peterick sadness suicide trohley

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Looming Willow [Frerard] by NightSlash143

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Endlessly, I'll Be Gone (Frerard) by sinisteroceans

After the death of someone truly important to him, Gerard is left lonely and depressed, wondering whether or not it's worth it to keep living. One day however, Gerard meets Frank, who happens to fall out of a tree while Gerard is walking to school and nearly crushes him. The two get along quite well, even though their personalities are practically exact opposites. As time passes by, Frank begins to learn more about Gerard and what he's going through, but will he be able to save him in time? *Warning: Contains mentions of suicide*

Councel Me {a Frerard Fic} by SoFullOfLove

Gerard Way was a boy with problems. After his Suicide attempt, he is forced to go a a counseling class for kids "like him", otherwise known as suicidal teens that cant be trusted. Frank wants to save him. But its not that easy. ____________________________ Warning! Mentions of some sensitive topics such as self harm and suicide.

The Boy On The Beach - frєrαrd [Completed] by eat-a-butt-jurard

It's not like I asked for this. I didn't ask. I didn't want this. But now there's nothing in this world that I could want more. Him, next to me. Smiling. Us sitting next to each other. Holding hands. Kissing. Hugging. Everything. Frank; a depressed kid with problems no one could imagine. And a desire to die. Gerard; another depressed kid who doesn't want life anymore. 3:39 am. Gerard finds Frank passed out on the beach. 5:24 am. Frank wakes up in his room with no memory of two hours before. 6:12 am. Mikey, Gerard's brother, sits in his brother's room, talking about the boy Gerard found on the beach. 9:52 am. Gerard wonders about the boy on the beach. 10:43 am. Frank wonders why he's still alive. 12:37 pm. Mikey wonders why his friend, Frank, is acting so weird. 2:19 pm. Gerard leaves the house and goes to the beach, where he found the boy. 3:49 pm. Frank realises someone found him. 5:26 pm. Mikey wants to know what the fuck is going on with the two important people in his life. Disclaimer: I only own characters that I have made up, all others I do not own, even though sometimes I wish I did. Cover made by a most wonderful person, BeatusQuinnOfficial (c) eat-a-butt-jurard

Frerard - Against All Odds by GFGF222

Gerard finally decides to walk out on his doomed relationship with Bert and finds himself heading to his brother's place. He doesn't expect to be thrust straight into the social bubble that is Mikey Way's life. He'd rather be left alone and finds solace in his online friendships. To anyone looking in, Frank's life seems perfect, but his increasingly possessive boyfriend, Adam, is becoming overbearing and Frank finds himself wanting to spend less and less time with him, especially since the arrival of his friend Mikey's older brother. Mature content - target audience 18+ ---------------- 'Gerard had replayed the evening with Frank over and over again. Why was Frank in this toxic relationship? He hoped to God that Adam wasn't hurting him. He couldn't really picture that, as Adam seemed truly besotted with Frank, but there was still something very off about it. Maybe Gerard was a little jealous himself, truth be told, but more than that, he just cared about Frank's welfare. That and the fact that he f*****g hated creepy Adam too.'

Our Broken Fairytale (Frerard) by SeraphStarshine

You say "I love you, boy" I know you lie I trust you all the same I don't know why 'Cause when my back is turned My bruises shine Our broken fairytale So hard to hide I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time ~~~ Dom/Sub Relationship *trigger warning for abuse, homophobia, depression, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts and actions* Completed

Disenchanted (Frerard + Petekey) by ShagtasticKid

The voices say Gerard should die, and honestly, he agrees with them. But he's doing okay. Well, he's keeping things okay on the surface. Until everything goes wrong. As his life spirals out of control he finds himself shipped off to a psychiatric facility where he's inexplicably drawn to one of the most hateful people he's ever met, Frank. Mikey is just trying to survive being fifteen. With his brother getting committed to the hospital, and his best friend's home life falling apart, he's going to have to grow up. Fast. TW: self-harm, drug use, abuse, mental health Top Rankings: #6 Frerard July 12 2022 #4 Petekey October 28 2024 #29 Mental Institution September 14 2021 #12 PeteWentz July 16 2022 #50 MikeyWay July 26 2022 #57 FrankIero July 26 2022 #101 GerardWay July 26 2022

Heaven Help Us • Frerard by bubblegum_bullets

How can two people so different be so perfect? A story of romance, tragedy, healing, and finally happiness, because everyone needs a happy ending sometimes. - Gerard doesn't talk to anyone, he doesn't know anyone, he's completely absorbed in the little bubble that is his independent little life. He's homeschooled as well, which means he only ever leaves to get groceries. For how little he leaves the house, and how closed off he is, it's quite a wonder how he met Frank. Frank is an extrovert and he kind of lacks boundaries when it comes to making friends. He's curious and speaks his mind constantly, which sometimes gets him into trouble. It must be good for something though, because not many people bother to figure out Gerard. Little did either of them no how much they'd change each other's lives. #1 tag in #frerardfanfiction 6/06/2024

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I Am Poison(Frerard) COMPLETED by MorganTheEmoRat

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