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drowning in the dark

pastel-romantic

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Parts 39
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Reads 3,142
Votes 285
Parts 39
Time 2h 11m

pastel-romantic

Mature

abuse alltimelow angst anxiety concerts depression fallinginlove falloutboy frerard guitar highschoolkills jalex joshler music mychemicalromance peterick sadness suicide trohley

Gerard Way is falling apart, he's screaming for help but no one can hear him.

Not over the screaming shadows, his classmates laughter, the loudness of his music and the static in his head.

No one can hear him, no one can see him.
Until someone finally lets Gerard hold onto them, and that person stays with him.

TW: suicide/suicidal thoughts/suicidal tendencies/self harm/abuse/rape/child abuse/homophobia/relapse/alcoholism/drug abuse

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• yes sorry, Mikey is older than Gee in this

• previously titled: (it's best this way) i'm used to being left behind

• slow updates - sorry

• cross posted on archive of our own

• © pastel-romantic ; 2017-2018All Rights Reserved

abuse alltimelow angst anxiety concerts depression fallinginlove falloutboy frerard guitar highschoolkills jalex joshler music mychemicalromance peterick sadness suicide trohley

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I Am Poison(Frerard) COMPLETED by MorganTheEmoRat

Being gay was something gerard had come to terms with. Having a boyfriend was something he had always wished for. But one day, when a boy with tattoos picks him up from his alley, things start to change drastically. Now, he was crushing on this guy. There's nothing bad about that, right? Wrong. He was crushing on a guy who'd be dead in about a month. And he had no. Damn. Clue. Will Gerard fall in love and save Frank from himself? Or will he learn that not all good things are meant to be? Only time will tell....

Take Care by dontwanttocare

Gerard was sober Frank was happy Bandit was being properally raised and for a moment, it all seemed real. That was until Gerard got the call from his producers and he realized how he had been kidding himself for so long. Life wasn't getting any better. It was only getting worse. *beware that there may be spelling/grammar errors* *disclaimer that some information are not necessarily true about the chsracters in real life*

If You Marry Me, Would You... (Frerard) by MikeyXo12

"Gerard Arthur Way, my light, my love, my image of utter perfection, will you do me the absolute honor of marrying me? And if you marry me, would you stay mine forever, and never let anything or anyone bring us apart again? I love you." "I..." ~~~~ Vampire Frerard. Frank didn't even know how he got there. He was only looking for a shortcut to his lonely apartment in the cold night of New Jersey when he found himself being attacked by a stranger man. But this man appears to be a lot more trouble than he thought, as he is revealed to be one of the most dangerous creatures Frank has ever seen. What will happen when he gets into this mess, a 24 year-old man, college dropout, gay, with no family or friends, along with the walking mystery guy Gerard Way? Written with 100% respect for the real people, 100% fiction with no intentions on hurting anyone! (This is one of those edits where I tell you that I wrote this story when I was 14, meaning it's a hot mess and I had 0 grammar and made most of it up as I went)

Fight Fire with Fire (Frerard) by Mcrmy_Isnt_Okay

I wanted to both kiss the bruises off his poor milky skin and cause more. He was an asshole. A pure descendant of the devil. Why did I ever let him in my life? The moment I laid eyes upon him was the moment I knew his middle name spelt trouble. -- Gerard was fine before he met Frank, the bad boy with far too many problems and far too little care to fix them. Gerard had his life together. Well...somewhat. Okay, maybe he hardly could keep himself afloat, but inserting Frank into his downwards-spiraling life only seemed to fuel the fire. But then again, Gerard knew all too well that you can't fight fire with love. He fought fire with fire.

Born To Lose (Frerard) 2.0 by xXChemicalSkeletonXx

There was nothing. Nobody. Just an empty graveyard. But...he knew for certain he had heard someone walk up behind him. What the fuck is going on? Before he could settle his heart rate, a voice spoke. It rang out clearly in the snowy area around him but it also seemed to echo tenfold in his own mind, "Find him. Save him." I can't even save myself- (This story is a Rewrite and contains some heavy themes. There will be proper trigger warnings when needed!)

Alone // Frerard by march_5th_

Parents that act like their part of the fucking WBC... A flaming homosexual son... This is going to work out great. (The story will be better than the intro, I swear!!) Gerard's parents are religious, they value their beliefs above their sons. But Gerard doesn't believe in such things. Gerard was different than all the other people his age. He always had been. No one seemed to understand his strange ways, except for his brother, Mikey. Mikey was the only person Gerard gave a shit about, in fact, he truly loved his brother. Without his brother, Gerard would be alone. Oh yeah, did I mention Gerard was gay? When Gerard's parents found out, days later, there was one less member in the Way household. The night he was disowned, started as any ordinary day, and ended in silence. Gerard was kicked out of the home, with nothing but the clothes he was wearing, and whatever was in his pockets. As he stepped out the door, he took one final look at his brother. Mikey's facial expression was somewhat emotionless, but his eyes flooded with tears. That final fucking glance, it would haunt them forever... Gerard was homeless for weeks, until a short boy his age, caught him by surprise... **CAUTION** This fic contains: Mild drug abuse Moderate Alcohol Abuse Frequent Swearing Mild talk of Self Harm Smut (further in the chapters) Moderate violence Depressive Behaviors Enjoy!!

Parallel Delusions by Frankieoreo83

I waited. I waited for so long to get the truth. The truth about me and who I was. It appeared in the body of a blessing, or a curse? Who knows? After some time, all I wanted to figure out was what was real and what wasn't. I was confused. To the point where I didn't know if the world was even real, or that I was just another crazy kid with delusions. My dear truth, I just want to tell you, that I love you so much, so much that I hope...

Endlessly, I'll Be Gone (Frerard) by sinisteroceans

After the death of someone truly important to him, Gerard is left lonely and depressed, wondering whether or not it's worth it to keep living. One day however, Gerard meets Frank, who happens to fall out of a tree while Gerard is walking to school and nearly crushes him. The two get along quite well, even though their personalities are practically exact opposites. As time passes by, Frank begins to learn more about Gerard and what he's going through, but will he be able to save him in time? *Warning: Contains mentions of suicide*

Adjustments (Frerard) by MCRmyKilljoy13

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Heaven and Hell Start With the Same Letter (Frerard AU) by ryanroscoe

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Being gay was something gerard had come to terms with. Having a boyfriend was something he had always wished for. But one day, when a boy with tattoos picks him up from his alley, things start to change drastically. Now, he was crushing on this guy. There's nothing bad about that, right? Wrong. He was crushing on a guy who'd be dead in about a month. And he had no. Damn. Clue. Will Gerard fall in love and save Frank from himself? Or will he learn that not all good things are meant to be? Only time will tell....