How the Rainbow Hearts Form as One (2017 Remastered Version)
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Matthew is a young adult who happens to be on the Autism spectrum as he navigates life experiences he puts his understandings of these situations into his own words. This memoir discloses precious moments of Claire and Matthew during the best and toughest of times. The period captured was 2010-2013, Matthew's high school and early college years. Life is full of blessings, and friendship is one of those.
Originally published by the "now" out of service (BookTango), in the Spring of 2014, "How the Rainbow Hearts Form as One" is a classic indie-memoir highlighting the most memorable events of Matthew and Claire during the first half of the 2010s era.
Despite earning some positive acclaim from associated friends and one other author, the novel was quickly forgotten and sales drastically dropped since the Fall of 2015.
It was noticeable by the author that the picture quality in the print was reduced for its initial release, and the overall product was not well advertised. After BookTango went out of service, back in September 2016, Matthew has decided to release a cleaner quality version of this work for the first time on Wattpad.
NOTE: The reader should take note that this is not a special edition re-edit, but rather... a newly reconstructed version. The text remains untouched. The only difference is that most of the pictures are displayed in crisp clear quality possible (many of which were carefully archived and preserved by the author himself).
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