Bad Vibes
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Your judged by the world.
Your smile is fake.
Your heart is black.
Your halo is broken.
Your wings are clipped.
You've fallen.
This is not your nightmare.
This is not your imagination.
This is your life.
TRIGGER WARNING: suicide, cutting, murder,self hate
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