The suicidal girl
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Last published Wed, Nov 29, 2017
I have the perfect life.
Everyone loves me, I get good grades, I have the best boyfriend, my body has all the right curves and thats nothing close to my REAL life.
In fact Im far from any of that, to be honest Im just known as the suicidal girl.
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Bailey Dimwood is a 17 year old girl who faces an everyday battle with herself and the blades standing on her drawers.She believes she's a goner, but what happens when a person comes into her life and gives her value, a purpose, a reason to put down the blades?
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Alex Scott is the new boy in town. He moved since he had trouble with his old school and now he is in West Plam beach looking for a fresh start. What happens when he has a little run in with the suicidal girl? And more importantly what happens when he starts to take interest in her?
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This book is for mature readers only. I would say 13 and up. This book is very deep and involves alot of mature sense so please read at your own risk and hopefully you all enjoy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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