Warfare Of The Mind
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'Life is full of zest, nevertheless'.
Am I worthy enough to watch the sunset, or the righteous ones will contest?
Or should I stay hidden under the duvet and escape yesterday's madness?
They sound the gavel and sentence me to death. Afterlife seems attractive, at least I'll get there before them. A few days , weeks, months or years before they arrive will be like heaven.
'Life is full of zest, nevertheless'.
It is true for those who won the battle in their mind, not so true for those who are lead to believe that they have gone too far this time, things will never be fine.
When will they come for me and throw me in the cell, at least I would escape the perfects, who on my past they dwell'
'Life is full of zest, nevertheless'.
All I need is an ounce of strength, or maybe someone to take me to the altar so I can repent.
Wish someone could prescribe me a medicine for hatred and resent. They have manage to convinced me that today should be my last. A glimpse of sun through the shabby curtain, let's see if light over my life it will cast.
'Life is full of zest, nevertheless'.
Oh the lies.
It's the truth.
Whose truth? Whose reality can I invade and live in their moment for a split second without the pain or the shame? Since mine is filled with nothing short of a mess. Where can I steal a little zest to bring back to my nest?
'Life is full of zest, nevertheless'.
Oh the lies.
Its the truth.
Leave me alone and let me rest.
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