Impossible Year
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Brendon had mostly forgotten about the song when he found it in an old folder on his computer. It was old, written about six or seven years before, and of course it was about him.
And of course the song drummed up old thoughts, old feelings, that Brendon hadn't thought about in months. Years, even.
And of course Brendon's being stupid. He's married now, after all, and there's no way Ryan would take him back, not after all that's happened. He knew that.
But he still tried, of course. It was just a pity he ended up being right.
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