Nicolas Cole
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Last published Mon, Feb 5, 2018
Trigger warning, This book has self harm and suicidal subjects.
Nic shot awake, his hungover getting the better of him, he stayed in bed for a few moments before lifting himself upward, he looked around his messed up room, clothes scattered around with some trash, that he keeps saying that he will throw away but never will...
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