"I am tainted, with the blood of many; yet, my heart still thrives and prospers as if nothing has happened."
"I protect my pack, the rogue clan, with the same ferocity as a mother who presides over her children. We may not hold the name of an official coven, but we are family. Family as one, and family together. I may appear emotionless and cold, but my heart swells for those I love. It's not many that I adore believe me, but to be loved by me is an achievement one will behold for eternity."
"I do not deserve my birthname anymore than I deserve to be here. But, I suppose, as I am on the brink of death, I shall tell you. The blood represents my remorse, and the pain that has eclipsed itself over my heart; the blood cascading over my body symbolizes my torment. A rose. My favorite flower. A symbol of romance and depression. It is what my father gifted me each day, when he would place the plant on the foot of the bed amidst my deep slumber. Every day, he would gift me one, adorn me with it's luscious fragrance. Even if i don't believe those bloody lies I still remember. Him. He would call me, beautiful."
"My thorns will push you away prick you if you stray too near. But, I am fragile, breakable, a fine sheet of thin ice. I am as bleak as the petals that sift softly in the wind, pulling to be free. They are beautiful. Graceful. Delicate. But sensitive especially. I can shatter from a single touch; crumble at the light brush of a finger; obliterate at hurtful words. I may be strong, my barrier desperately holding up my fortress, but if you do it right, touch me in the specific form, you can slowly pick at my petals, peeling each one away, piece by piece, until you are left with nothing. Nothing but my cold heart, standing bright amidst the darkness. An almost ornamental peace. Gorgeous, yet filled with darkness and hatred, without a care in the world."
That is what I am. A beautiful killer.
The once white rose, is now stained with impure, red blood.
[COMPLETE] Some bonds can't be broken, even in death.
--
He couldn't endure another heartbreak.
"Accepting her would be a mistake," he said. "She's a human. I can't afford to have her blood on my hands."
Gwen looked away, and he knew she saw the image that flashed in his mind.
The slaughter. Bodies everywhere. The putrid stench of decay and metallic blood seeping through his fingers and staining the earth under his feet. The small, lifeless body in his hands whose death he couldn't prevent.
And whose death he could never forget.
"It won't be like that with her," she murmured to the floor.
"I won't take that chance."
Heavy with sorrow, her brown eyes looked up into his. "Not everyone is given a second chance. Take it."
--
Soulmates only come along once in a lifetime.
Or so everyone thought.
She was his second chance.
But her heart loved another.
Fate would bring them together, and Fate would tear them apart.
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**A slow-burning, sensual love story with a splash of humor, a dash of action, and a lot of heart.**
Rated PG-13 for adult content (coarse language, violence, and non-explicit sex)
[There is a separate R-rated scenes book for those who want steamier scenes]
CONTAINS: alpha lycan x human mates, strong female lead, second chance mates, reincarnation (tabula rasa), love-triangles, vampires, action, drama, humor, relatable characters, high stakes, passionate romances
VOID OF: "insta-love," extremely possessive, aggressive, abusive alpha mates, Stockholm Syndrome
*OVERALL WINNER of 2017 Flower's Awards*