Catharsis
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MatureComplete Tue, Feb 13, 201823m
I'm going to put myself to sleep now for a bit longer than usual. Call the time eternity.
I have a feeling I shall go mad. I cannot go on longer in these terrible times. I shan't recover this time. I hear voices and cannot concentrate on my work. I have fought against it but cannot fight any longer
I must end it. There's no hope left. I'll be at peace.
To my friends: my work is done. Why wait?
Hello! So I had visited my old account (I forgot the password which is why i keep making new ones XD haha) And decided to re-sart it. These are a collection of notes and quotes I have written on my diary. Some of these notes are not mine, I forgot who rightfully owns them but I have written the notes and/or quotes on my old diary so yeah. Have fun reading i guess ._.
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