"Because Mr Stark thought he would be fine. And so did Peter. Peter always ended up fine.
Because he had made everyone worried - Aunt May, Ned, Michelle, even Liz.
Because he was never good enough for Mr Stark. Because he never will be.
And mostly, because he was scared. Because he wasn't alright. Because with every passing hour, minute, second, he was dying.
And because Mr Stark had no idea. And neither did he."
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lacuna
ləˈkjuːnə/Submit
noun
1. an unfilled space; a gap.
(Sequel to: lacuna || Peter Parker (Spider-Man: Homecoming)
It was the war that triggered it.
The panic, the attacks, the thoughts.
A storm was brewing. A storm that would lead to the fight for his life and everyone he's ever loved. One that he's sure not to walk away from.
But all he can do is wait.
In hysteria.
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hysteria
hɪˈstɪərɪə/Submit
noun
1.
exaggerated or uncontrollable emotion or excitement.
"the anti-Semitic hysteria of the 1890s"
synonyms: frenzy, wildness, feverishness, irrationality; More
2.
an old-fashioned term for a psychological disorder characterized by conversion of psychological stress into physical symptoms (somatization) or a change in self-awareness (such as a fugue state or selective amnesia).