Dear diary.
It's been two weeks since he died. It been hard for me to move on and I havn't seen the boys in ages. I guess One Direction was just another past in our lifes. And by the way i'm Lou. I've got this diary from my psychologist to write down my thoughts and what I needed to get out. Nobody actually knows what im thinking about right now. But the other boys r feeling down to I guess. I have my mom, fans and little sisters supporting me. I don't know if psychologist my is reading this so im not going to tell u exactlly how I feel. But well, I could start with telling u the story about what happend.