No one Taught Me How To Love?

I haven't posted anything on Wattpad in some time. I also used booksie years ago and I haven't posted there. I haven't been writing for 2 years. I'm infatuated with love at the age of 21... but it seems as though it's different than my infatuation when I was 17 and posting at least once a month. A lot has changed. This isn't exactly what has changed, but I thought I'd explore/explain myself, and how I love.