A story based on my own personal depression, anxiety, stress, and fear compiled throughout my life. It focuses on very traumatic events such as my closest friends dying. Things that lead me to abandon christian faith and become an atheist. Names have been altered to protect the identities of those in the stories as well as some personality aspects to make them more appropriate for a story though these altered aspects will be represented in a certain way. Though loosely based on real life events that occured in my life not every event in this story actually happened.All Rights Reserved