I'm giving up
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Last published Thu, Dec 14, 2017
I'm sorry mum, dad. This world is just getting too much for me. I can't deal with the pain I feel every night anymore. Once I'm done with this story, I'm ending all my pain. I know it's selfish, but no one cares about me enough to want me in this world.
I'm so sorry.
Xxx
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