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alkohol decyzje hipoteza miłość pamiętnik rozmyślania samobójstwa

Olewam przyjaciółkę, rozbiłam nie swój związek i planuję tańczyć na rurze, bo nie widzę dla siebie innej przyszłości. Czy jestem "attention whore"? Trochę, a nawet bardzo, tak. 

Uważam się jedynie za pokarm hodowany dla saprofagów, a tę opowieść piszę tylko po to, by podjąć w końcu jakąś życiową decyzję, bo nie potrafię rozmawiać o problemach z ludźmi,  którzy wiedzą, kim jestem. 

A może jednak to wszystko to tylko kreacja? Czytelnik zazwyczaj stoi po stronie ofiary. Tej porzuconej, zdradzonej, wyśmiewanej. Dlaczego? A jednak ludzie po drugiej stronie barykady też mają uczucia, powody postępowania. Może chociaż raz czas zobaczyć ich punkt widzenia?

Właśnie za taką osobę się uważam. Ta zła, która ignoruje, uwodzi, ocenia, jest bezczelna i zepsuta. Wszystko ma jednak swoje podstawy, genezę, z której się wywodzi. 

Ale i tak wszystko pozostawiam do oceny Tobie.All Rights Reserved

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"Now you listen to me and you listen good! I don't give a shit in what you think about me because guess what? I could care less! You mean NOTHING to me! Never will! So let's just get this bullshit over with, pretend we love each other to put on a good show, get divorced when this is all over and never have to worry about seeing each other again!" He snaps at me. "That's fine by me because as far as I personally am concerned, I could never love you either! A monster such as yourself doesn't deserve love! Not when you treat people INCLUDING girls the way you do! So go ahead and act all high and above everybody, but let me remind you, you will never be anything more than a lowlife, egotistical, womanizing, selfish, dumb little boy trying to be a man who will die alone! I may not be a thin pornstar or barbie-model type of a girl but just remember, YOU pushed ME away!" I shouted back and stood there for a moment feeling a mix of emotions. From happy & liberated for finally standing up for myself. To hurt & upset that he STILL can't see what all could be! Melody is a curvy not-so-confident young woman who has recently found out that in order to pay off a debt that her dad owed to one of the deadliest Mafia Kings in the U.S, who is now thinking in handing the 'family business' over to his son, Rowan. She is hurt, feels betrayed but also is now faced with another dilemma on top of it, she finds out that Rowan and them were promised her beautiful cousin instead, and so now she is stuck to an egotistical, maliputive, deceiving, arrogant cold hearted killer who she has to pretend she is in love with. Rowan doesn't want a relationship but is forced to go along with this idea in order to become the new Mafia King. His father believes in family. Even when he warms up a little to the marriage idea.......... Can they fall for each other? Or will their fate be different than any other cliche?!? © Copyright 2020 All Rights Reserved

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Blinded By Love | COMPLETED by cloudxlatte

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Deep Desires : Miss Mafia by anauthorithink

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The Mafia King's CURVY Princess cover

𝕿𝖆𝖓𝖟 𝖒𝖎𝖙 𝖉𝖊𝖒 𝕱𝖊𝖚𝖊𝖗 - ᴰᵃⁿᶜⁱⁿᵍ ʷⁱᵗʰ ᶠⁱʳᵉ - (Rammstein) cover

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"Now you listen to me and you listen good! I don't give a shit in what you think about me because guess what? I could care less! You mean NOTHING to me! Never will! So let's just get this bullshit over with, pretend we love each other to put on a good show, get divorced when this is all over and never have to worry about seeing each other again!" He snaps at me. "That's fine by me because as far as I personally am concerned, I could never love you either! A monster such as yourself doesn't deserve love! Not when you treat people INCLUDING girls the way you do! So go ahead and act all high and above everybody, but let me remind you, you will never be anything more than a lowlife, egotistical, womanizing, selfish, dumb little boy trying to be a man who will die alone! I may not be a thin pornstar or barbie-model type of a girl but just remember, YOU pushed ME away!" I shouted back and stood there for a moment feeling a mix of emotions. From happy & liberated for finally standing up for myself. To hurt & upset that he STILL can't see what all could be! Melody is a curvy not-so-confident young woman who has recently found out that in order to pay off a debt that her dad owed to one of the deadliest Mafia Kings in the U.S, who is now thinking in handing the 'family business' over to his son, Rowan. She is hurt, feels betrayed but also is now faced with another dilemma on top of it, she finds out that Rowan and them were promised her beautiful cousin instead, and so now she is stuck to an egotistical, maliputive, deceiving, arrogant cold hearted killer who she has to pretend she is in love with. Rowan doesn't want a relationship but is forced to go along with this idea in order to become the new Mafia King. His father believes in family. Even when he warms up a little to the marriage idea.......... Can they fall for each other? Or will their fate be different than any other cliche?!? © Copyright 2020 All Rights Reserved