Eccedentesiast.
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Last published Sun, Feb 25, 2018
Eccedentesiast (.n) someone who hides pain behind a smile.
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The worst kind of pain is
When you're smiling
Just to stop the
Tears from falling.
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"I'm not ok, but it's ok."
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