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Metanoia

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Metanoia 
(n.) The journey of changing one's mind, heart, self or way of life.

Almost everyone comes at a point in there life where they just need something to change. Some people know exactly what that change has to be, but this wasn't the case for Jules Zedler. Jules just kept having this empty feeling, like something was missing in her life. The most frustrating part was that she tried everything; a new appearance, new furniture for in her appartment, she even made new friends but nothing seems to work. After a few months of struggling with her empty feeling she couldn't take it anymore, her work- and social life was suffering under it. She needed to find out what she was missing, as soon as possible. She was so done with everything, she decided to pack her coffer and go away till she would heal this empty hole she was feeling in her heart and mind. 

{ This is my first book so feel free to leave feedback in the comment section or private message me. Also let me know what you guys think of this book. I truly hope someone will like it. Something to keep in mind too is that English isn't my first language. I'm a human too and I can make mistakes, so please don't hold back on correcting me if I make a mistake in my English. Have a fun time reading! }All Rights Reserved

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