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feeling unlovable

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Reads 343,314
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Parts 107
Time 11h 33m

I loved Felix, I really did. With every part of me but he didn't love me back and that killed me.

Especially when we were to be betrothed. 

He made me feel unlovable. 

But Marcus changed everything for me, he loved me when I thought no one could. 

I just wish I wasn't married when I finally got a taste of it.


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