why live,why love,and why laugh?

my names scarlet and if i don't get honest feed back im deleting it sike ima write if i think its good so again im scarlet and this is my story

it all started when i heard my dad hit my mom and run out on us then it continued by the constant bullies and its still going on knowing that my step dad cheated on my mom. my mom hardly pays attention to me not knowing im not her inocent little angel anymore. i cut to numb the pain but ill end up rolling up my sleeves so i cut where nobody will be able to tell my hands. i constantly laugh and smile but thats not the real me the real me is mean emo bitch and this is my story.