Shadows -- Prinxiety

I was always quiet. Maybe quiet isn't the word.. I think Logan would call me sharp-tongued, maybe Roman would name some kind of emo-band-disney-villain to place on me. What am I saying? Would? They already have, enough times that their words constantly echo through my head, keeping me from sleep. And they wonder why I only spit sarcastic words to them.
Now, I feel as if something has changed. While Thomas seems to be mostly fine, I have hallucinations, all the other Sides sneering in my face, and the panic and anxiety attacks are getting more and more frequent. Not that anyone else would know. Maybe Patton would ca- What am I saying. He has the ability to lie as well.
I am alone.
I deserve nothing.
I deserve misery.