Contains really triggering stuff, please don't read if you're sensitive, even in the slightest.
An Errorink fanfic, Ink hadn't drank paint for a long while, sick of feeling negative emotions. So he took them all away entirely to remove all emotions. Error wasn't happy to learn what he did when he was off paint.
Cover art not mine!
2022 update. This book was written in a low period of my life, and should not be inspiring. This story was a reflection of my own mental distress, and I sought out unhealthy material to dismiss, and excuse my own depression. It romanticizes suicidal tendencies, self harm, and takes "hurt and comfort" to a new level. The dialogue is toxic, and was curated to manipulate both parties to feel guilt and normalizes codependency. These are unhealthy traits and they can be very damaging in real life.
If you relate to this story or desire these scenes to happen to you in real life, I ask you, please, seek out help. Therapy, online or in person, hotlines, there are so many resources available. Change can happen if you seek it out and allow yourself to heal, and at the time, I did not. I am significantly healthier now and can see how genuinely twisted,(corrupted, biased) my perspective used to be, which is why I feel I should say something, especially to my younger readers.
This story will remain posted because there are people who enjoy it, but if I see anyone even remotely trying to follow in Ink's footsteps, I'll take it down. This is entertainment, fantasy, and is not something to strive for. Please stay safe readers, and thank you for your support.
A LEE JUYEON OF THE BOYZ AU
Hyunjaeh and I were fated. fated to be friends with each other.
She was a star shining its brightest infront of me and i was the astronaut.
I tried to explore the smallest ones in the universe and accepted she was only a star, shining like the others.
That's when she started to fade and lost hope that i would never explore her. i cried mess not knowing why it would disappear without a trace.
It made me realize i was a blind astronaut, discovering galaxies that i already know. while there was still someone, someone waiting to be discovered despite its outside features similar to the others.
We cannot, and never, let a person you cheerish the most be wasted. because, sometimes, deep inside them, they are happy to see you everyday.
but this is where i was wrong. and late.
HYUNJAEH:𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐤 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞, 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐢 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐢 𝐝𝐢𝐞?
started: February 26, 2021
ended: May 2, 2021