air catcher- phan

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Parts 20
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Reads 446
Votes 46
Parts 20
Time 57m

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"i'm not... normal. at all. so why... why d-do you like me... like i am?"
"because i'm not normal either."
~
no one else is dealing with his demons, dan thought. until he found someone who dealt with worse.All Rights Reserved

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